Jay Z Writes In New “4:44” Album Being Sorry For Cheating And A Lesbian Mom
Apparently, Jay Z had an aha! moment in his life and in his new album “4:44” bares his soul about many things that have been rumors for some time now. The rapper addresses infidelity rumors in his new album and wants the world to know he was wrong for the way he treated Beyonce and her family. (Of course, the world has already known this for quite some time.) His brand-new album, “4:44,” features a full apology to his superstar wife in its title track, addressing the longstanding rumors of his infidelity and its toll on his loved ones. Jay Z pens a remorseful ode to his fractured marriage, rapping that it “took for my child to be born, see through a woman’s eyes” in reference to the couple’s daughter Blue Ivy. He also mentioned their twins who were born this month, saying it “took for these natural twins to believe in miracles, took me too long for this song, I don’t deserve you.” In the track “Kill Jay Z,” the rapper also seemingly issues an apology to sister-in-law Solange. Let’s rewind: Way back in 2014, a video of a physical spat between
Another lyric bomb he dropped is his mother, Gloria Carter coming out as lesbian. “Life is short, and it’s time to be free / Love who you love, because life isn’t guaranteed.” The song, “Smile” features both Jay Z and his mother discussing her sexuality. It is the first time that either of them has publicly addressed her sexual identity. Mama had four kids, but she’s a lesbian / Had to pretend so long that she’s a thespian,” Jay Z raps in the song, which contains a sample of Stevie Wonder’s “Love’s In Need Of Love Today.” “Had to hide in the closet, so she medicate / Society shame and the pain was too much to take,” he adds before asserting, “Cried tears of joy when you fell in love / Don’t matter to me if it’s a him or her.” Jay Z has a record of speaking out on behalf of the LGBTQ community. In 2012 the rapper supported same-sex marriage in an interview with CNN. “I’ve always thought not allowing same-sex individuals to wed was still, um, holding the country back,” Jay Z said. “What people do in their own homes is their business and you can choose to love whoever you love. That’s their business. It is no different than discriminating against blacks. It’s discrimination plain and simple.”
Kudos To Jay Z For Owning Up To His Shit And Making Things Right!
Susan Z’s Conclusion:
Having a public marriage with two superstars is always a three-ring circus with rumors spilling out every day, true or not. They are a very private couple and I am sure they were mortified having their dirty laundry aired publicly and the façade of the perfect couple shattered.
The Sun:
This card is joy and optimism. I believe Jay Z did actually “wake up” and realize he was getting ready to lose a pretty powerful piece of his life.
Six of Swords: Inverted (Upside Down)
This card is spiritual awakening and enlightenment. Since card was drawn inverted, I feel it took something like a spiritual moment of a husband and father to recognize what he was risking and making it right.
The High Priestess:
This is a woman who is self-sufficient and able to move through changes. This card obviously represents Beyonce as this card also shows the feeling of being isolated and alone when inverted. I believe at this moment she feels she has a real partner who appreciates and sees her.
Susan Z Rich is an emotional addiction counselor, spiritual intuitive and holistic therapist. She counsels others to see life in a more positive way and teaches personal accountability for life choices. She is also the author of several children’s books and Soul Windows…Secrets From The Divine.